Club life

Most people think I am an extrovert. I like hanging around large groups of people and being the center of attention. Well....... I am not. I am introvert. Being around people for long periods of time is really draining. I hate small talk and I usually only talk to the people I already know and already feel comfortable with. Now, I have also taken acting classes so I can turn "on" the extrovert really well. But I honestly hate social situations because I never know how to be.

Recently, I was asked to joining the rotary club here in my hometown. There are lots of opportunities to meet people who can do wonderful things for my education and my future career as well. The problems is you have to mingle and actually talk to people. Plus, most of the rotary people are just about the actual age of Jesus (meaning they are really old). I am not sure if those old people would be able to accept a young black person like me nor am I sure I want to take on the social politic of movers and shakers of my city. And it's also $300.00 bucks to join AND you have to pay for your own food at every meeting. I am not made of money.... I'm still a poor churchmouse!

But I digress....I really don't know if I am about that club life. I hated the club when I went to the clubs as a college student. I am not sure what I am going to do, but I'll visit the Rotary one more time before I make my final decision. God I don't want to already....