You were born an adult

I honestly do not remember being a kid. I remember hospitals, doctors and nurses. I remember being alone a lot. I remember making up stories in my head and playing with my dolls by myself.

I remember making spreadsheets to track how many lawyer commercials come on during the day in the summer and how many of those were board certified by the board of legal specialization (fun fact: not many, maybe two). I remember having to make adult decisions. I remember being responsible for other peoples feelings. I remember the tons of medicine I had to take each and everyday. I remember being asked 18 thousand times a day, "did you take your medicine?"

My godmother told me I was born an adult. Right out the womb I started making adult decisions. I was surrounded with adults all day. I am not sure if they spoke to me like a kid or if they spoke to me like an adult but I knew proper technical names for things and I knew what procedures needed to happen and when.

Kids didn't like me. Maybe because I was too busy breathing to care about what was on Fraggle Rock the night before. I'm not sure why people disliked me so much. But I always got along with the adults.

Just something I thought of today.